Wednesday, March 7, 2007
I am a fickle person. It goes with the whole "I want people to like me" driving force.
I have been thinking about that as far as it affects my identity. I am who I think that you think I am. If I think that you think I'm quiet and shy, then I am! If I think that you think that I am wild and quirky, okay! Soooo wierd.
I am quiet and shy.
I am quirky and super silly.
I am creative, but no award winning artist here.
I am productive, but lazy too.
I am smart. I am naieve.
I don't know how to spell naieve.
When I talk to one friend I feel smart and witty. Another and I feel tongue tied.
Maybe all this time to myself (and my kiddo) gets me thinking about community more, because I appreciate it so much more. But the effects of community are so multi-layered. I get ideas from community. Hugs, food, kind remarks and....even a self concept.
That's a lot of pressure guys. Can you handle it?
Posted by Dave at 2:42 PM